★ The hurtful truth ,

I wanna change blogskin again. I dun wanna type in paragraphs, but this blogskin can only type in paragraphs or else not nice. Irritating or what!!! I shall not post until i find a nice one. And since tmr and mon will be dedicated to studying physics, i guess i will not post until exam over. But who knows, i always contradict myself. So perhaps i will change my blogskin tmr. And isn't this alr a nice post for you to read? :)

Believe in me.

Went to weien's hse after schl directly. Raining heavily, so we lent renuha's umbrella. Her umbrella abit sot one lor, cant open properly one. Lol. Then bus came, so we RANNN for the bus. Damn freaking wet after that. :(

On the bus was freaking cold cos aircon + wet. Went to her hse, slacked and use com. Omfgzxc, i think my life very boring de lor. Ok im bored, im sad, im irritated.

I today sms alot of ppl man. At least 10. Haha ^^ I scared later i see wrong tmr then got unlimited. Then i die. :O The post de timing not correct one okay, i went to eat and do alot of things before coming back to post. :P

I wanna change. I dun wan everyone to hate me. I wanna have true friends. :)

Haha noob sylvestor'twin last long with ur ancient egyptian princess okay. LOL.

Talked on the phone ytd nightz with isaac and yay with his help i pwnz chem. :) Btw, we talked on the phone for 45min and then back to msn to play lame games. Hehe. ^^

Chem paper today was easy leh. But i dun think i should say so cos later get back less than 40 then everyone will laugh at me for showing off. Lol. Went to zhixian's house with julia after that.

Supposed to study, but in the end we 'fought', then they sleep. Super funny, the fight. Keep pulling the blanket here and there, haha. :D Then they sleep, i read magazines. :D Went to yewtee in the middle of it for random stuffs and food :O Home after that. :)

I wanna change, i gotta change.

Maths paper 1 ytd. Quite okay, hope can get at least 40. :) Stayed in sch with nabilah, tianen, nadia, sophia. Sophia went home after a while and zhixian came down frm ip. Then went home alone cos best friend dun wanna go home yet :(

Lit paper today. Terrible shitzxc, hope can at least pass? -.- Walked home with melissa and kahling. Reached home at around 10. Lol. Melissa siao one, go cross the road when light was red for both cars and pedestrian. Siao, then me and kahling walk another side.

My bill for last month was 4000sms, $200. -.- My mum go call m1 see if can get change plan to unlimited one they say can. Yay. So im getting unlimited soon dip dip. :D And im getting the phone when contract end. Dec i think. Double yay. ^^

Me going play audi with melissa now then maple with daren and darren. Hehe.

Taylor swift's white horse and you're not sorry totally describes us, right? :(

(Edited @ 7.33pm,)

Lol, im such a noobzzz at audi now. :( Played a few rounds with melissa just now then off to maple liao. LOL. Took idk how long nap just now, super shiok ^^ Now off to study chemistry. I will pwnz you chem. :)

AHHHHHHHHHHHH BENTANJUNXIONG. I MISS YOU.

History exam just now. Quite okay? But i can fail alr i guess. Completed the paper but most of it was crap answers. -.- Weird talk by vice-principal, then maths ip after that, in ava room. Sat in the front with melissa, she said she wanted to listen. :O

Stayed back with melissa, jingyi, sanrah, jovita. :D Went to lot1 with sanrah and zhenyu, then went to sch again to find jovita they all. But they were leaving sch. Rofl, then we went to sch slack awhile. Then back to lot1. ._. Stead called me after a while. Say wanna meet me, so i waited for her. Then she went with julia they all. Hmph. Went home with zhenyu after that. :)

能不能不爱了? Love is making me so hurt, so damn fucking hurt. I just wanna give up, and not contact you anymore. Maybe, thats the only way i can forget you? :( Why are you always not with me when i need you? You are the most important person in my life now. My best friend, my everything. :(

Hi shihui i need you. Dun be shocked if i cry in front of you next time. D:

Changed skin. :D

Met up with julie, casper, cg and jy ytd. Actually wanted to do homework, but went gloria's condo after that. Shihui came after awhile. :) Slacked, walk around the pool with julie, shihui, casper and cg. Talked secrets. Thanks shihui for listening to me. At last can tell someone about it. :)

Went to eat with julie, gloria and shihui after that. The guys went home, and someone was very sad oh! Lol. Ate LJS, gloria's mum treat. Went home after eating.

On msn after i reached home. At last help someone get someone. :D Last long lah, you two. :D

(Edit @ 9.53,)

Complete my ace-learning alr. :) Thank you daryl loads for lending me ur acc. Lol!! I love you, YAY. History was last min, started revising only @ 8+. :( Totally regret, but nothing i can do cos have no mood to study just now. :( Hope i can at least pass history (?).

Omfg, you are so freaking cute. Hehs.

I will not waste my time on you anymore.
How much love and trust i gave you?
So much, so much.
The most i have given anyone.
But now, we have become like this.
Total strangers.
Im going to turn over a new leaf, really.
I can do it. Time is all i need.
Friends, will you stand by me, and help me? D;
I gave you up on 2 May 2009, 12.40am.
This date, i will remember for life.
Luckily we're not in the same sch, or else i would not have let go so easily...