★ The hurtful truth ,
But it hurts when you say
you no longer love me.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I dun like today.
Cut my hair, look like cheena doll.
Lost my wallet. (Wtf like seriously, -.-)
But at least i still have you. Weeeeee! :X

Saturday, March 28, 2009
How, i very scared now.
Bill 2000+, going to get scolded like hell.
How i wish my phone can get confiscated.
Should i tell my mum in advance?
Im scared of my dad.
Recently he has been in a bad mood.

I wish there would be someone always there for me.
I wish my brother would just ask me if i had any problems.
I wish i had a happier family.
I wish i have unlimited sms.
I wish my mum will not scold me cos of sms.

My mum knows about who i have been smsing liao.
Sorry lah, cant pangseh _______. (Dont nid to count, i just pressed and held.)
________ just got ditched y'know. ):
My good friend, cant bear to see this.

Hi korkor, if you are reading my blog please tell me.
I need ur help like seriously. ):

I hate my mum sometimes, but i hate my dad the most.
Bloody privacy-invader, read my sms.
I know okay, dun think i dunno.
Plz get ur ass up, dont think this family cant do without you.
Sometimes i really think we will be better without you. -.-

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB.
I wan back my phone lah. -.-
But i think this is for my own good. LOL.
Or else i must pay like shitzxc.

Going out later.
Great-grandfather's birthday.
How great, bad timing.

Im going to study.
I want my 8 subj double science course.
I can do it. (:
Lucia, work on ur el, chinese and history.
And others remain can liao.
Haha jiayou lucia.
Okay wtf this is retarded.

(I can wait forever,)

I woke up @ 3+. AM, NOT PM.
Now is going to be 5 and im going back to sleep haha.
Pls dun sms me now. Cos i also wun reply.
Sms = 2141 and 5 more days to go.
Wtf is this. -.-
Cheerup, you will still have me. :) I will not leave you no matter what. :)
Happy birthday, Nat Nabilah! :D
Best (or rather only) english partner ever!
Many loves :)

Friday, March 27, 2009
So what if ur marks is no good?
Try harder next time.
So what if they say that?
They are still ur parents.
Jiayou, know that i will always support you.
Hope to be in the same class as you. (:
Love you. Best friends forever, okay?

Ptm. Omg, can die one.
My mum has attitude problem.
Eng and chinese c5, so? -.-
As if they are my strong subjects.
I failed history.
Who cares, im not taking it in sec3.
CONFIRMED.

Thursday, March 26, 2009
Fucker, you can just go eat your own shit.
I wun give a damn, sadly.
Please, dont think you are the best.
Yar, so what if you're my mum.
Means you can raise ur voice at me?
Sorry hor, NO.
Wanna kpkb isit?
Come lah, i give you worse.
So stop acting nice now.
Cos nothing else can erase the fact that you suck.

Bastard, you think you are the world?
Please, even without you i can live on.
Dun think you are wow, so great that i cant live without you.
Fuck off like seriously, dumb.

Bitch, freak you lah?
Stop thinking you are wow-so-great.
Bx2, ugly, fuckedup.
I know im no better.
But at least i know right, NOT LIKE YOU.
Think you are so great, just gtfo my life lah.
Fucking noob girl.

Bad mooooooooooooooooooooooood. _l_

Tuesday, March 24, 2009
'Very looking forward' to tmr's percussive.
Standing with guys, how terrible.
Blame myself for being too tall? -.-
Duhhhhhhhhhh.

Lucia promised Melissa & Charmaine to be vulgar-free.
And they laughed like crazy.
Whatthefreak. -.-
And freak is not vulgar, hahas.
Okay, why am i talking to myself.

Since you wanna be like this nothing i can do.
I cant lose you, seriously.
But, what can i do? :(
Sorry is all what i can say.
(Everything's about you.)

Monday, March 23, 2009
Never regretted meeting you, you, you. (:
You made my life perfect, you made my evenings fun.
You make me smile and you make me sad.
My life now revolves around you, you, you only.
Many loves, xoxo. <3

Basketball match today.
Stupid chuanguan & bryant dun wanna tell me the results.
I wanna know badly lah! EVILLLLLLL.
I shall kick both of you tmr. :)
Watch out, noobs. HAHAHAHA.

Today, school reopen.
Saw my darlingz again! Woooooo. :X
After that, have sports heats.
Actually didnt wan to go de lor!
Went in the end, after mac with X, H, C, D & M.
Lazy to type out full name ya, guess urself. :P

Walked around cck stadium with nicole just to find her mum's car.
Walked very far okay, borrowed 2 phones just to call her mum -.-
One frm matthew's junior i think, another frm teacher. :/
At last found her mum! Haha.
Love you nicole :)
Random, LOL.

Sunday, March 22, 2009
(Edited.)

Okay, crap.
I still dont feel like going to sch tmr. -.-
I cut bangs. YES, I CUT BANGS.
And i look like a freak.
How man!
Haiz, wads done, done.
Yesterday, BBQ at Yentl's hse.
NICE, I LIKE. LOL.
Played like crazy, went home @ 10.
I wanna go again. :D
Ate until damn full.
AND I NOW GOT RASHES, DAMN ITCHY.
Dunno got link anot, rofl.
And happy birthday nooby sylvestor. LOL.
Okay, im now too sad(?) to post a proper post.
Dun ask me why, i dunno too.
Oh ya i didnt cut bangs, if you believed you are dumb.

Saturday, March 21, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDY'CAPTAIN!
Stay chio and cute (but please rmb im cuter than you)!
Wanted to dedicate a whole load of words to you.
But cant think of anything!! LOL.
Enjoy ur day lah, sorry cant go out with you. ):


OMG MY BOYFRIEND'S SO CUTE. LOL.

Friday, March 20, 2009
Dunno what to say now.
Guess best is not to reply.
Yes/No, both answers seem so wrong...
I cant kick you out of my life you know.
I just hope i can slowly forget you.
(I just by this i alr chosen.)
SAD. ):
Edited. Okay, whythefuck did i reply.

Y's my boyfriend! LOL.
Training, all i have to say is asthma hurry go away lah. ):
Stayed back today for homework after training.
Haiz, nothing to say lah.
Just freaking dun like ppl attituding me. -.-
Handed up dream bedroom UNCOLOURED.
Lol, see whether i will fail anot.
Sad sad.
Ok randomly i wanna post some of the nicest hongkong photos.
Let you all jealous. :P
I swear i didnt do anything to it okay!
Only added font. Lol.

(Edit, FOR THE SAKE OF NOOB PPL LIKE DARYL, I WENT TO HK DURING DEC HOLIS.)






(Train to disneyland! Have their own train one, DAMN CUTE!)


(Night scenery in hongkong.)
Presenting the best two pictures...
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(Ok lame shit.)
TADA!


The.Scenery.Is.Freaking.Nice.
I got to see the sun rise!
WOOOOOOOOOO.

Thursday, March 19, 2009
So now its my fucking fault, huh.
You can just go kiss her ass man.
Fucking pissed off cos of a bastard.
Who thinks he is the world. _l_
Just to tell you, i changed my whole opinion of you.

Crap, nidda do alot of things tmr.
Probably staying till very late to complete all my stuffs.
Like poster & files.
Wtf shit manzx.
Any netballer willing to accompany me after training tmr? -.-


Haha pet society.
Isnt that chair and laptop cool?
Laptop cost me over 1k and chair cost me 15k.
Xinni jealous? Nananipoopoo!And now im broke, lolol.

(EDIT,)
OH WTF IS WRONG WITH REDSPORTS NOW.
SCREWED UP DAY!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Anyone wanna go East Coast to cycle?!
LOLLLLLLL.
Randomly feel like cycling, how.
And nvm daryl, cos i also havent hand in set 4 & 5. -.-
Many homeworks, how.
I wanna go out tmr, cycling.
Jio me ppl, PLEASEEEEEEE.

(Edit,)
Just read http://www.underage-girl.blogspot.com.
Maybe she's really right,
'Loving someone is more difficult than hating someone,
Letting go is harder than holding on.'
All the times i said i still loved you,
was it because i couldnt get over the fact that you were leaving?
Or was it because i was afraid wad would happen to me when you leave.
Maybe i should really let go and live my life, away frm yours.
Yes, it would hurt for me to let go.
But if i continue holding on, wouldnt it be worse?
I have to try. I know we will nvr have an ending, right?
Why not i just let go, and cut away all my pain?
Hmm, maybe i should.
Letting go will be better than holding on,
except that when i let go the pain will be more.
I will let go, and see where the waves (of love) will bring me to...
Enlightened. (:

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Oh damn...
Im supposed not to use laptop. Lol.
Ok whatever.
Went to sch just now for physics ip.
Dun ask me why i went, idk too.
Then played with shermy C:
Bball boys came back and had belated celebration for syl and cg.
Lazy to elaborate, blahblahblah.
How can i see my good friend hurting my good friend, and yet i cant do anything bout it. Sorry, julie. Cheer up soon alrights, ily. <3

Monday, March 16, 2009
TOP ON LIST: COMPLETE HOLIDAY HOMEWORK!!
If you see me online frm tmr onwards to friday,
kick my ass and ask me go study. ):
I have have have to complete my work.
AND IM NOT GOING TO FAIL HISTORY AGAIN.
I will not fail anything.
The first damn subject i failed in my WHOLE life!
Ok whatever, -.-
Going to physics IP coaching tmr.
Idk why i wanna go anw.
All i know is that im going to be a good girl and study.
Im going to off the laptop now.
LOLLLLLLLLL.
How good girl can i be? :D

I deleted my previous post. (:

Sunday, March 15, 2009
Changed blogskin, daryl tan happy? -.-
Kenna forced to do hw by mum.
I realised i havent hand up alot of things!
Which is supposed to hand up on fri. :X
-Jianbao,
-Chinese & el file,
-Summary,
-Dream bedroom,
-Maths set 4&5.
AND I HAVENT COMPLETED EVERYTHING LEH.
Wtfhzxc.
Gonna get slaughtered by teachers, :(

Im not yr girl please, dun go around telling other ppl that im yrs. _l_
Gtfo my life lah.

Saturday, March 14, 2009
Morning, laptop went crazy.
Pictures gone, music gone, favourites gone.
Went crazy manzx, cos i had some precious photos in it.
Which i didnt have backup in my phone.
Almost cried, and was so sad that didnt rmb that maybe restart then ok le.

Went out after giving up, to great-grandfather's hse.
Kor pangseh one, say wanna go in the end dun wan.
So they all @ thr nvr play mahjong, all cos of him. -.-
Ate alot, now very full.
They had mango cheesecake. Nice manzx!
Buying oreo cheesecake hopefully tmr, yum yum!
Went home by MRT. -.-
First time one lor, cos daddy & kor didnt go.
Then now reached home, on laptop again.
MY PICS AND SONGS ALL BACK.
DAMN HAPPY NOW! (:

Xuan & kai were like so cute!
I miss clydia cheong like crazy.
Hope tues, wed & thurs can go her hse stay?
Since wed de training cancelled le. :D

Fug blogger with its lousy connection.
Upload photos also cant one.
Nooby. -.-

I wanna change to VAIO laptop!
But my this laptop buy for 3/4 months only...
Think mum wont let. :(

I WANT MY ADIDAS JACKET LIKE NOW!
o.o Randomzx.

Friday, March 13, 2009
Feeling mad & crazy like what i told some people.
Hope won't result to slitting like last time.
Didn't know what came over me that time.
Just hope that everything will be alright.
May god bless me.

Edited part,
Feeling quite alright now.
Thanks for comforting me, A.
Although me & you are not that close.
Really appreciate it.
Reopened blog to public, idk why also.
Used this skin.
Dunno why, cos blogskins now have NO skins that are good.
Or maybe no skins that satisfy me?

Changed seating arrangements, sitting with Isaac & Weekiat.
At least better than Zhihao & Ihaa?
Weekiat is so childish and Isaac is so irritating. :O

Holidays starting, trainings on 1, 3, 5.
Many homeworks haven't completed.
Should can complete by mon & hand up.
Since have netball on that day.

Going to great-grandfather's hse tmr.
Mahjong with cousins?
Hope brother won't find my blog, or i will turn it back to private.
Want me to link? Tag me.

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